Posted in Family, Quotes, Random, Thoughts, Work on August 10, 2009 by bilogboy


It’s been a while since my last post and now I’m back.

I don’t know what happened why I lost track of my thought the past few months. But I guess that is just normal considering the life I live in…lol…I don’t even know why I’m writing now, perhaps just to relax since this is one way that I truly express myself..

This entry may come into several parts….well I’m starting to take this seriously again so here I go….

There are many changes happening around me. I know it always does but there are just things that I can’t just ignore just like that. The biggest will be the way our work is. For the longest time in working at the same company as a tech support this is the biggest challenge. Everyone is really trying their best  (believe me we all are regardless of the performance, being at the office is one sacrifice we do else we have no more jobs left)to meet all the targets. It may not seem enough that we do but jeez cut us some slack, we have our own lives other than just work. Well I don’t want to expound on this anymore since this all should be in another post dedicated to it some other time. Let me just say that those who resigned already will surely be missed, SUPPORTRIX won’t be the same without you guys.

Hmm…whatelse….too hard to keep the thought intact while chatting and downloading and doing facebook and all…lol… well aside from changes, many lessons were learned already. To the most basic addition to the complexity of calculus , not all may matter but all will be needed for us to come up with a solution to basically reach the answer for what the missing variable is in situation (is this me? Doesn’t make sense…lol).

Ill just end this with this for now…expect more thoughts to come in the coming days….i need this…till then….god bless us all

(Doesn’t make sense? Tell me what’s on your mind…what are you waiting for reply to this…lol..thanks)

New Year….and???

Posted in Family, Life, Love, Thoughts, Trips, Work with tags , , , on December 30, 2008 by bilogboy


The long been waited post is finally here…..lol.

I always am in a certain mood whenever I write an entry….now may be a littly different and all but nevertheless I think its just about time that I make myself active again.

Christmas just passed, a happy holiday to all readers. Well my Christmas was spent t the office, my first time there after all these years, but still it’s a nice one shared with friends and colleagues. This month has been so stressful specially the financial part of the yuletide season. Well it can’t be helped, there will be no one to spend so much for our family but of course yours truly, better to give than to receive mode (lol).

Let me go now to the thought my mind has been thinking of for quite sometime now. Well as the year close to an end, I figured, what are the things that happened to me this past 2008? Nothing much I suppose but I tend not to think of those things as just “nothings” because if I do then there really was nothing that happened to me this year.

Let me make some note on the things that I consider a highlight of this year.


Hmm, a new support that was very promising at the beginning and now I don’t know where it will take us but the phase its going through now, its more stressful than my previous account. I just hope that everything will be better next year.


Old love trashed, new one set. That easy….lol. well for those who knows my love path, I guess my current one could be considered the best yet among the others. Don’t know the details too but im just waiting for whatever tomorrow would bring.


Hmm….what can I say, a lot happened already and I am thankful that my friends are still there beside me. For those who has doubts about WHATEVER wakeup and smell the roses (choz)…..i am thankfull for all of you and for all those who always takes me in their arms even at times that I don’t deserve the care at all (you know who you are). Again thanks for all the memories and more power to us next year…..


Been through some rough road this year (still rough up to now if I may say so) but im glad everything is as manageable as it can be. Still lacking things for more comfort but what can I say, this is life, it needs to be hard, play with it the best way you can lolz…


Well I never really have one the past 25 years of my existence. I just go to what life brings, deal with it when I am faced with it. Call me lax but that’s just my way of being a ninja hehehe…..(or is that the first thing that I need to change???hmmmm)

Nevertheless I hope that this new year be more exciting than the last one. More blessings, more love, more happiness, more positive things hehehe….i am getting nowhere with this….

Thank you for all the people, friends, and loved ones that I met this past year. you have given me lessons in life one way or another and I am grateful that I met you, chat with you, txt you or in any kind of way that I know you thanks. For all the help and support, keep it coming next year…I still need those…all the best for us… see yah…..

letter from the editor

Posted in 1 on September 29, 2008 by bilogboy

Dear you,

It’s been a while since we talked…..many things happened already. Sorry for not keeping you updated with everything, the thing is I’m trying to keep everything to myself as far as I can. I don’t want to burden you with everything you know. But here I am again, talking to you now, at least just to share all this thoughts with you.

Everything is still not that okay but it still just means that it will be better soon. I’m trying to hold on to everything as hard as I can because I know letting go will just lead to worst things for everything.

Well, I want to expound on things further but the words just passed out of my head, just like that….I’ll try to get a hold of it again soon for me to tell it to you again….thanks for being here to record all these feelings… until then



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Posted in Life, Quotes, Thoughts with tags , , on September 3, 2008 by bilogboy

Here is the another quote that I forwarded to my friends. Again I just want it to be remembered here….don’t you just agree with what this one say???

“Pretending to be happy when your in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person as a person..

Still making that simple smile when every part of you dies.”

Its just that how long can we continue wearing the mask before the world can see the real us…….


Posted in Family, Love, Thoughts, Work with tags , , on September 2, 2008 by bilogboy

Long time again. Many things to do that are really stressful on my part but things are just the way they are supposed to be. Anyway I just like to share an article I happen to read from a friend’s friend. This more or less shows in details the things that I am experiencing right now (on top of other things), so enjoy it and hope to hear from you too….

“Being Twenty Something…

They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out……”

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Posted in Love, Quotes, Thoughts with tags , , on August 20, 2008 by bilogboy

I’m thinking of posting quotes from the text messages that I normally send out to my friends here as well, so that even if I remove them on my phone, it will still be treasured here, on my little space on the web.

“Love is not always like a fairytale. There are people who give so much love to those who don’t love them back. There are some who feel so loved and find out in the end that they were fooled. There are some who’s into mutual love but can’t call their partner as their own because someone already holds the title. There are some who gives so much love but the other won’t believe because they always consider your past. There are some who receive so much love but can’t seem to move on from previous relationship. Or others just want to play the game and choose their playmate.”


Posted in Thoughts with tags , on August 20, 2008 by bilogboy

“We get by with a smile…”, that is what I remember about a song from a famous band way back then. But I know that I always smile even way before that song has been released. It has always been my mask, my shelter and my cover. But for how long can a smile really help me get by?

A smile nevertheless is engraved on my face any time of the day. Seldom has it been that you would see me not wearing one. People say that even when I sing, no matter what type of song, my smile is still there, haunting me lolz.

Its true smile lifts one’s spirit. Whenever I am troubled and when I smile its gives out a light feeling in my chest and I know that everything will be fine. But now even my biggest smile can’t even give me assurance anymore. Is it just me or its just that things are all been up a notch higher now, everything seems to step up to the next level or so.

I still get by with a smile, but it will take more that my million dollars worth smile to win everything that life would bring. I know it’s not enough to just flash my teeth out-front but at least I have an unlimited ammo of that still helping me to get by one step at a time.